May-chan-cuno

My dreams are to go to America- where I can be Free of restraints- and live to my fullest. I tempt the fates as I can- testing the people around me, forever trying to be Free.

I'm trying to find inside The words to tell you I care, I'm scared, Things have changed but I can't figure it out. A new place, strange people You're there, you keep me safe You're always there, you're very dear I'm trying to say that things may change But you will always be in my Heart

As the sun filters through the trees Reflecting on the ripples of the water I glide along in my boat Going nowhere, with nowhere to go.

When anger is what I avoid That is what I get I rant and rave as they try to see I look inside as I try to find The calm that will sooth the beast But all I see is stress.

I wait for you, I never say a word, But I hear you, your voice is bird song on the wind, But you come, Days and weeks have passed since, But you smile, I gave you a stare, not shown, I was puzzled, You stepped up to me, and said "I like You." and gave me a kiss.

He's my high that I don't want to lose He's my balm in this world of pain Keep him close to keep him safe you're like a drug I'm addicted to It's like I'm the moth and you're the flame you're not just anybody to me I need you like I need air He's my high, I don't need a fix He's my drug, I don't need a pimp He's my heart and soul, so keep him safe

why are you not here? why wasn’t it me? I want them here, not In Between. why did they? an accident, I think not. why do I live, when others die? why do I live, while everyone is hurt, or gone? WHY?

The perfect daughter, the perfect friend The perfect mask to every life. the perfect life, isn’t that so perfect perfect isn’t that perfect anymore. trying to be perfect but it’s not so good perfect’s not so great anymore. trying to fit a circle into a square trying to lead a perfect life, that’s not enough. trying to get all you want from me that’s not enough for you to get. standing on the edge of perfect that isn’t that perfect.

You’ve had my heart forever and always you’ve had my heart, to hold and protect you’ve had my heart, to protect from others You’ve had my heart since I’ve meet you you have my heart, now and forever. I made so many mistakes, that you helped me rise above you were there when you could so many years ago, you vanished like a dream I want you now, when I need you most I want you here to hold me close I want you here to assure me most you broke my heart, so many years ago that day, so long ago, you vanished like dream, without a trace you helped me rise above, so many troubles, so many doubts you were there